Miss those kids !!
BAck to back to Cali Cali
Its been Awhile … But had a wonderful time in Idaho and now on my way back to cali!!
Before you can grow up, you must fall in love 3 times. Once, you must fall in love with your best friend, ruining your friendship forever. This will teach you who your true friends are, and the fine line between friendship and more. Once you must fall in love with someone you believe is perfect. You will learn that no one is perfect, and that you should never be treated as anything less than you deserve. And once, you must fall in love with someone that is exactly like you. This will teach you about who you are, and who you want to be. And when you’re through will all that, you learn that the people who care about you the most are the ones that you hurt, and the ones that hurt you are the ones that needed you the most. But most of all, you learn that love is only a concept and is not something that can be defined, it is different to each and every person on this earth, knowing that everyone only wants to be loved.
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11999.) before i met you, i slept diagonally. but now, even when you’re not around, i only sleep on one side of the bed.
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AcTuaLLy… BeFoRe i UsEd to SleEp FiNe AlOnE aNd tHen i Met You aNd i NeEd my PilLow To CuDdLe W/ wHen YoUr nOt TherE : )
I just feel like writing (typing)
Everyday, seems the same … its like day in and day out. I wanna do something to change it, but then it seems like paycheck after paycheck and im still in the same spot i started in. I don’t really get it. But then when i take a step back and look at my life i think FUCK… i have been through some shit!! Yeah prob. nothing like some people have gone through, but not everyone can say they have been through what i have overcome either. It will be a year in Nov. for some tragic events i have overcome. day by day. week by weak. month by month… and here i am crying like as if it just happened yesterday. To hear his lil heartbeat just one more time, to feel that butterfly feeling in my tummy just one more time… God what i would give… for just one more moment of happiness. I know life is hard and i know we all learn lessons but damn it i didn’t deserve this, i didn’t do anything wrong, Its so crazy how happiness can be taken away in a matter of seconds. : ( but you just keep on going, and you never give up on life, now if only i could BELIEVE all the words I’m telling you. Its so hard, well here’s to another night of tears on my pillow.
11184.) I want a guy that likes me for who i am.
when my hair is natural and messy, when my clothes aren’t always the best ones out of my closet, when my make-up, when i wear it, isn’t at it’s best. I just want someone in my life that’s honest with me no matter what. i wish you realized that you’re everything i’ve always wanted. Everytime we’re walking side by side i want to grab your hand and never let go. or when we’re looking each other in the eyes while talking or even when we’re laying by each other on your floor, i wish you would scoot over a little bit more and kiss me. out of no where. that would make me feel special and great. And to be honest, you’re the first guy i’ve really wanted to be mine and mine only. it’s been almost a year and i want to tell you so bad, but my confidence isn’t ready to face something like this. Maybe i’m not ready, but i wish i was. in my mind i imagine what we’d look like, and what our friends would think of us. We’re a lot alike with interesting differences. I just want you to realize that i’ll always be here, waiting, wishing, HOPING, that you would just open up to me. And maybe, just MAYBE feel the same way. let’s start something great before it slips away. i can’t afford to loose someone as sweet and great as you. you’re the best thing that’s ever happened to me. never leave my side, or i’ll be lost.
Im in love with him, but he doesn’t want to admit he loves me more : )
Do you know the most surprising thing about heartache? It doesn’t actually kill you. Like a bullet to the heart, or a head-on car wreck, it should. When someone you’ve promised to cherish forever says, “I never loved you,” it should kill you instantly. You shouldn’t have to wake up day after day after that, trying to understand how in the world you didn’t know.
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